Riemazul

Your job was to guard these souls
Forever without fail you said
Stoic and proud eternally
The guardian of the sleeping
You never where supposed to fall in love
This heart was supposed to
Have one duty alone
But at the same time
You longed for something
Something besides the whispers
Of those who sleep
So this new fascination
That wandered into your life
It gave an end
To the dull uniformity of each day
But deep in your heart
A doubt began to stir
It made you regret
That decision that used to seem so right
But now it seems to be weighing you down
And choking you
To the point you can't speak or breathe
And you are doing everything you can
To fight the despair
Because now that you have found
Something precious that you love
And you selfishly cling to it
You would do anything to go back
And take your freedom in your own two hands
But the past is long gone
And you can't change a thing
You can't tell her all the things you want to
As you are reaching the ending of your road
Her path is just beginning
Only a small side note in history
Full or prospects, and joy
A future that you won't be in
As you are slowly fading away
You cling to on selfish thought
If you pass your duty onto her
You will always be together
You can barely whisper the words
Fearful that she will refuse
But she just looks at you
With those fearless bright eyes
You heart almost stops
As she hold out trembling hands
You gave up everything to guard these souls
But in a moment you fell in love
Such a life seemed so harsh
And to stay with the one you love
You gave up the chance to be reborn ever again
You have been with her
Guiding and guarding her
Thinking that she will be with you
For the rest of eternity
And now you are watching her
As she is slowly turning away from you
You knew that this wouldn't last
But you clung to a desperate hope
But she is leaving you for the world
You thought you could be happy
Just being by her side was enough
But this torment is rending your soul in two
You still smile and laugh for her though
You won't let her see the pain
Because you love her
And gave up everything for her
So you will fake a smile
So her heart isn't troubled
And you will become the background
For her life and watch it flow by.